somethings is missing

[Jacquie]

i walk around wondering what has been taken, my eyes are wide open yets i cannot identify what is missing. all that the world percive to mean anything i have checked and all of it is there. what is missing. why do i feel as though i am yet i am not. it feels like a vacum within.
i knew i had to let him go one day.... but i didnt think that i would feel the void before even letting him know that i am letting him go. am free within my mind and the rest of me feels the pangs? what is missing? the idea that he is mine or i am his? sounds the same yet we both know it is not the same. i am no longer his is the thing that is missing....